Gay Youth Chronicles 06 - The Summer of My Discontent by Mark A. Roeder

Author:Mark A. Roeder [Discontent, The Summer of My]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00

doesn’t cover it. I don’t expect you to forgive me for the stuff I did. I’m not the same now, little bro. Things have changed me. People here have changed me. You would not believe the fucked up shit that goes on here, but then maybe you would if Brendan has told you about it. I won’t go into that now, ‘cause what I wanted to say is that I know how horrible I was to you when we were living at home. You see, the same stuff has been happening to me here. That’ll probably make you happy – big bro getting it just like he gave it out. I can’t sleep most of the time, cause I just lay here waiting on them to come and get me. Sometimes it’s for a “treatment”, what we here in hell call torture. Sometimes, it’s one of the orderlies that’s decided to have fun with me, or that I’ll be his bitch for the night. When you’re lying here, knowing what may happen at any moment, you can’t sleep. They give you lots of drugs and those would probably help, but I’ve been keeping from taking them as much as I can. I’ve seen some of the guys in here and what the drugs have done to them. It fries their brains. Maybe that’s not so bad, though. I may start taking what they give me, instead of tucking them under my tongue, or barfing them back up. I dunno. Sometimes, I just wanna die, ‘cept I think I might go to the real hell for the stuff I’ve done, so maybe this place is a little better than what waits for me.

Write me, little bro. Even if it’s just to tell me how much you hate me. I need to hear from someone on the outside. I’m goin’ crazy in here. I can’t stand it. I’m payin’ for what I did to you, more than you can imagine. I’m sorry, Casper , please, please write me back.

Jason

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